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[16 Sep 2004|09:54pm] |
dear jounral,
hey journal m home again and alwys happy about it.... dance is 2morrow night and m really excited about it... somthing about nightlife tht really arouses me!! =)
oh ya driving is stressfull haha..but only in the beginning, ya kno what suxs.. my parents said tht i drive lik a pizza delivery guy... they quoted, "..... you have a heavy foot and you dnt drive swaveay..." end quote..
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[24 Aug 2004|08:38pm] |
dear journal,
today was weird, when i woke up my face looked lik it was swollen?? n it freakd me out at 1st cuz i thought it was somthing i ate last night at tita tisay's house.... oh ya tita tisay made me a ninong for her one and only child BABY JUSTIN!!! so then i washed my face almost 10x n still it was lookin swollen but washn my face made a lil difference.
so then my dad went to a funeral.. his drummer wayne had his mom recently past away, i met her she was really nice.. and proud of her son =( may she rest in peace. so when my dad came back from the funeral we picked up my mom and drove to china town!! really stresses when driving especially when you have crazy ppl drive really fast in the oldest and 1st freeway here in LA... so then we ate, and i drove on the way back really stressed... oh and the night before i drove to tita tisay's house and back she lived all the way at ANAHIEM HILLS(really far)
so when we got back i needed to finish my laundry and clean my sheets n everything...... oh thnks kristina for talkn to me last night!! funny but interesting conversation?!? haha ya think?? =P
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work is boring and dull, but at least i get PAID!! HAAHAha this week im opening and closing the place cuz the Owner is on vacation at ROATAN(carrabbean sea AREA) today was boring and i new it, thts y i brought a video and watched it in the back..=/ i saw ninja turtles II "the secret of the OOZe" and "50 first dates" i love tht movie it made me feel all teary and emotional... =( lol, but i liked it..... another day at work tomorrow!! =/
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[13 Aug 2004|05:43pm] |
dear journal,
2day was my 1st day of driver training!!!! it was so FUN!! i love to drive..ever since i was 6 years old... and today my instructor let me drive on the freeway.. she jst said clamly.. "enter the freeway and prepare to make a merge to the oncoming lane..." tht shit was tight!! i love to drive, and i recieved the greatest compliment i ever heard from my entire driving career... "your a great driver" =) well ill see ya later then journal...... =)
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[12 Aug 2004|12:07am] |
dear jounral,
hey i promised you a story about my camping trip right?? =) hehe well here is goes
friday night we left to my aunty claribel's house cuz tht's where we were gonna meet.. we rented an RV, it was great cuz i jst slept really comfy along the way. we left at around 2:30 in the morning and arrived at needles at 6:30 in the morning... it was fun, the whole day was nothing but swimming in the freezing water, and riding jet-skies all day long. the water was freezing because of the effect of the heat there, the temperature reached abotu 103 degrees.. it was crazy i got a sick ass tan. my parents friends were there and so was NIKKI!! a daughter of my parents friends.. things got a lil weird cuz of my lil "history" w/her which was really stupid because she over acted on somthing tht occured between us... and what made it really awkward was tht her BOYFriend was there... and damn, i look at least 100x better than him.. feel sad for her, she nevr gave me a chance... =( but it doesnt matter anymore, i met a new person =). so nywys on our way home we had to stop by the dumping site where RV's would dump the SHIT out of the RV's lil septic tank(really gross).... HAHAHA it was hilarious, cuz my parents and their friends didnt kno where to dump "the SHIT" lol hahaha.. and we ended up dumping the shit in the wrong whole... and the whole we dumped it into, well, we have no idea what tht whole was... so we jst moved the RV to the whole on the other side... it was crazy and GROSS..... but it was really funny and memorable!! =) so thts my story when we went camping, if its a lil boring sorry, cuz my sleepy na. =) nyt
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ey journal sorry i promised you a story about my camping trip...ill right 1 the next time im online!! nyt journal falln asleep now =]...ZZzZzZz
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[11 Aug 2004|12:43am] |
dear journal,
today was sad.... my friend she told me tht she is getting a divorce w/ her husband. and it got me thinkin tht i might of been the cause because of a long and complex STORY!!! (dnt ya jst hate those?) she mentioned about how i was involve in the argument that she had w/ her husband, but it wouldnt make any sense... the only thing tht i did was offer to help her baby-sit her two babies... i jst feel tht their could be something for me to do but i cant because she said tht her husband might hold it against her during there divorce.... i jst feel sad for her =(, not only is she getting a divorce, she's taking care of to two babies and she doesnt have a job... she's what i would LOVE to call a house wife, jst staying at home and taking care of kids.. kind of lik an ideal family, but w/ out the divorce thingy well i gott rest now journal cuz i got work 2mrw and i dnt wanna pass out lik i did last week.... tht day was crazy!!! my boss Tim lectured me about how their were two customers who walked in and, how the register was right there and someone could of taken money.... so nyty nyt nyt journal!!! =)
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[04 Aug 2004|07:50pm] |
dear journal,
my dad is pissd at me because i supposedly thought i was "yelling at him.." its not my fault he's half deaf because of his MUSIC..... c there are many things y i dnt wanna be a musician, and trust me, i kno.... my dad is one of them, even though they may be very attractive to ppl because of there talent. Musicians have the most chaotic and crazy life, which suxs especially when tht musician has a family to support. This entre may seem to be a negative statement to my dad but...I STILL LOVE MY PAPA!!! =) so nywys ya he asked me the same question twice, the 1st time i answered and he culdnt here me, so he askd me again.. so i raised my voice a lil higher so he can here me, and tht's when SHIT broke loose, he got mad at me because he thought tht i was disrespecting him.... and he went on and on.... so then i jst ignored him... so now i dnt talk to him and he doesnt talk to me... but its ok... he needs me more than i need him... =/ sad but true... so since he's pissed, he took away the lap-top, so now im being forced to use the ghetto library computers.... =,( y, oh y dont you librarians get a new keyboard for the damn computer.... m gonna stop now cuz im starting to get arthritis from this DAMN keyboard... later
P.S. MARICRIS STOP READING MY ENTRE'S ahhahahahahaha.....lol YOU STALKER..... and you to BEN....ahahahahhaha, lol
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[04 Aug 2004|07:48pm] |
dear journal,
I FELL ASLEEP AT WORK!!!! and i thought my ass was gonna get FIRED!!! SHITZ ill nver do tht again..obviously, whew i still get to work he gave me a second chance!! =) i love you GOD!!!!
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[30 Jul 2004|09:39pm] |
dear journal,
yes tht girl i was talkn about....the one tht i was kick moi self in the butt, welll i saw her 2day... n i was lik AMAZED..but this time i didnt hesitate to ask her number!!!! lol so nywys this is crazy, i jst said to my self on my way over tht if its ment to be.. then im gonna see this girl sooner of later..lol and so i DID!!!! lol YES YES>... m so happy i feel lik a billion/trillion bucks, which i am worth.. hahaha yup...
so nywys today was the last day of summer school, and i said bye to the girls tht i would talk to all the time i was there during... there names were Denise and Marwa. they were nice... but UGGLY... sry but the truth does hurt..=( feel sad for them.... ya kno the girls from RAMONA highschool are not tht cute... only maybe a few here and there but not tht many..=/ ehhh.... so nywys after school i was doin my usual routine talk in to denise and marwa... until my bus would arrive n then i jst runn lik crazy to catch the bus.. but its alryt cuz i kno the bus driver.. his name is RALPH...hahahah (i seriously need a car) he's cool he drops me off anywhere i wanna get off and created a bus-stop for me... its the corner closest to JAMBA JUICE. i lik jamba juice, its not really a smoothie place its mor lik a fruit juice thing.. hard to explain i got into deep thought about the difference between juice...shakes..and smoothies..... EY IT WAS ONLY THT ONE WEEK BCUZ I WAS STARTING MY SMOOTHIE STAND AT SCHOOL. nywys i got my drive from my usual juice spot, n i took the bus goin home, and then along the way goin home. I GOT HUNGRY and i was craving for SIZZLING RICE SOUP..... HOLY MOTHER OF GOD tht soup is great. so then i ended up walkn about 7 blocks jst to get $20 out of the darn bank jst to eat my FAVORITe soup. and when i got at the place (wang's palace along myrtle in monrovia) ppl were all lookn at me cuz i had my back pack on and i was by myself =(..... n it feels great to spend money tht you earned ya kno.... not having to rely on your parents MULA... to do something you want. =) so i payed my bill and i was off to go home.... but then i missed my bus goin to the place tht would bring me to my house.. so i said..".... damn it's to hott to walk home.." so i jst watched a movie (i robot). it was interesting, it fits w/ the similar story line of terminator and the matrix. after the movie, i was waiting outside for my mom to pick me up... and you'll never guess who i saw.... i saw the "el pollo loco girl" as how my friend MARICRIS would call her!!!! >=( lol..... but its funny the wy maricris say's it. so back to what i ws talkn about.... ya so i saw the el pollo loco girl and i asked for a hug, and she gave it too me... and OHHH shanxus!!!! boy did i miss her... i jst wanted to see her another time... and this time i asked for her number!!!!! YES.... whata gracious SCORE!! =)so m thinkn i could take her out to a movie say mayb monday before she goes on her trip, and i'll have her try my FAVORITE DISH!!! =) so tht was my exciting day..... being independent, now my next step is to take my PERMIT TST AND PASS... DAMN I GOTT FOCUS AND READ THE BOOK!!!!!!
P.s. M GOIN CAMPING IN A rv.... YES YES YES OH GOOD LORD YES, dnt have worry about dirty feet... =) hehehe nyt journal, ill have a story for ya when i get back!!! =)
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[29 Jul 2004|11:09pm] |
dear journal,
finally summer school is over... i get to do all the fun stuff tht all my friends are doin....but this sucks, at my school, we recently changed our principle as now he decided to make school start about 2 weeks early...>=( so now instead of having about a month of freedom.... all i have is jst 3 weeks of freedom!!! >=( this year sucks i didnt really lik it, bad things happened this year and changes tht i didnt lik especially when dealing w/ life and my "new" lifestyle. but nywys this weekend m gonna go camping, n im gonna see tht girl nikki, =) she's cute and sexy but my mom dissed her by saying.."she has a long torso..... and when she has kids, she's gonna look lik a hobit.." but thts jst my mom... she alwys makes lil comments whether if its good or bad... hahaha tht where i get most of my personality from.... my mom, and thnk GAwd, my dad is boring... even though he's a musician but still quite interesting, jst not as interesting as my MOM!!!! =) hey so nywys, this weekend m camping at colorado river... last time i went it was HOT!! and m guessing its gonna be the same HOT...i liked it because of the jet-skies tht my mom's friends have, and water is great...freezing cold, yup its HOT when you walk around and stuff, but the water is FREEZING cold to go swimming. so i guess it balances out =/
nywys journal..this nikki girl is the daughter of my mom's friend, she's about 3 years older thn me, but the funny thing was tht i think she used to lik me?? until i actually talkd to her and she later found tht i was 3yrs younger than her...(many ppl think tht i look old) and then all of a sudden she gave me "THE" cold shoulder.... after tht i found her as a turn off bye the way she was acting.. bery childish...i dnt lik childish ppl its really a nuisance and i jst wanna slap them to get there mind straightened out..ya kno?? so back to the camping thing.... my parents and there friends are gonna split the expenses of renting an RV and its crazy cuz the RV is lik the size of the one they use in ROAD RULES!!! alryt ROAD TRIPPP!!! hahahaha... but w/ old ppl =/, but its cool i enjoy hangin w/ my parents friends, so full of life and experiences. =).....ok ok sry, back to the camping thing, so were gonna sleep over there for two nights friday night/morning cuz thts when we arrive there, and saturday night..... i love jet skiing, it fun and i LOVE IT... its lik riding a motorcycle except on water....hahahha (interesting??)
so nywys...2day was pay day, n i have a new system tht im gonna have. m gonna put $100 in my savings n the rest will all be spending money =)YES!!!!
so nyt journal i gotta tst 2mrw for geometry and if i fail my teacher is gonna get fired....LOL it sounds funny but i feel sad for him, he's really old and has a funny arabic accent lol.... middle easern teachers are cool.. full of life and stories, especially the way the iliterater there story....
nyt
p.s. had an interesting talk w/ a friend of mine(md)
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[28 Jul 2004|01:43pm] |
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dear journal,
today is quite a sad day for me at work, i think my boss is gonna get pissed at me for not turning of the a/c...which was running on the whole weekend. and another thing is tht the girl tht i alwys see fro lunch isnt gonna be there anymore..=( she was nice and i liked her personality.... she's very friendly and has a lot of class by the way she speaks and acts.... m really gonna miss her, she goes to la salle, so hopefully i might see her again..=) so journal, m right now in the library jst waiting for 2 o'clock to come about so ill be of to work..=/ another thing journal is tht im really pissed at my self, because last monday, i did a re-take on my written exam for the DMV... and gosh darn-it i failed again.... i was so pissed...tht i ended up kick myself in the but... but nywys now i've learned my lesson on to study for things lik tht and how no one can every pass a simple stupid test w/ out lookn at the actuall book.... i took driver's ed and evrything, but i was so excited about passing tht i ended up not studying and even bother too look at the book.... its cuz i've been waiting to drive ever since i was lik 5, and so i thought tht i learned everything tht i needed to kno...>=( but i guess you can never under-estimate anything.. especially when it's a simple goal tht you need to achieve for yourself.... well journal, its time 4 me to go to work.....=) wish me luck w/ my BOSS =/...=) later
oh and tht most stupidest thing i 4got to do was ask for the girl's number!!!! >=( ahhhhh....m so pissed
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[26 Jul 2004|06:17pm] |
ey journal,
m goin to the gym tonight cuz im really PISSED at failin the writtn exam at the DMV.... ok ok ok it was my fault, i didnt even bother to read the free book tht we get to study about "driving", nywys i got lectured today about sleeping in class and everything, but it was funny... cuz i sit in the front of the class room, and the only reason y i sleep is because its too EARLY in the morning... jst think about it i have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning, and on top of tht, i have to sit in the car for about 20mins because of traffic, shhheeessshhh...... what a weird lifestyle, i feel lik a immigrant thts trying to get to work!!! >=( ehh, this is all probably worth it someday, its lik tht saying "suck it up now, and enjoy later" =/ sure, what ever.
nywys journal, dnt ya jst hate it when your minding your own business and someone out of nowhere jst pisses you off?? it happens to me all the time, i dnt kno y, i think there's jst somthing about me tht makes ppl either wanna compete against me? later journal n goin to the gym na!!! =/
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[20 Jul 2004|11:27pm] |
hey journal,
today was ok, not interesting, but it was ok..... summer school is almost over and everything, so i can get more hours to work!! YES, mo money, MO money, MO money!!! =) nywys, not tht much to talk about.. nyt journal x]zZz
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hey journal,
i kno its late, but jst wanna clear my mind before the new coming week starts. i just wanted to say tht, ppl in general are confusing and complicated, and so are relationships. ppl in general are lazy and they most likely refuse to use there minds of thinking for themselves. you kno... its amuses me how one person can affect another just by the simple words that come out of there mouth. jst think about it, there jst words right?? but what really hurts us or gets us thinking and acting with our emotions is when the words they use add a whole lot of meaning. its lik that saying... "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me..." that saying is BULLSHIT, you can only use those words in defense if your against a person you dnt really care about. but using them towards a person you hav an interest in?? boy, did you jst dig yourself a big ass emotional HOLE!! nywys journal, i kno i had a lot of entree's today but i had fun, because i found all of those interesting things that would identify yourself... =)
nywys journal, i alwys wonder why God made things so complicated?? why we are here in earth?? why life is....well, life?? and why life is full of ups and downs?? i alwys think about those things even though many my age never even thought about it. most of the ppl my age are all thinking about how there gonna get laid, or how am i gonna talk to this girl, or jst basically trying to figure out how to deal with relationships and how to succeed in them... im somewhat the opposite, i dnt really care much for relationships, i jst care much for the ones who made me who i am today, and how i am who i am. im alwys thinking about being a kid again, jst; eat, sleep, watch cartoons, and jst play with toys.... im now at the age when you have to be respnsible for yourself (which i lik), but at the same time, i dnt wanna deal with the problems tht ppl have.... now i completely understand why life as a young-adult is tough.. it is the age when we miss being a kid, it is the age when we wanna try the experience of sex, and it is the age when we want to explore new things.... and it is the age of the point of no return, the time when your parnets will not be there for you all the time, compared to 10 years ago when a problem would come about, you can jst say "..MAMA..." or"...PAPA...." at the top of your lungs and let them handle the problem. now things are different your parents are no longer your teacher in life, because you already learned about it and is experiencing it day to day... i remember when i was little that all you would do is jst stay at home with the baby sitter, or if not you would be in the day care to play with toys and meet friends.... and now were goin out, making decision on our own, but with the approval of our parents... if i seem to have lots you journal, its okay.... this jst shows how life is complicated... nywys journal its really late, and i have school 2morrow, on top of tht, i have a test, and my homework is due.... i didnt even do it!! oh well, nyt journal
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[18 Jul 2004|07:48pm] |
| How to make a frantoot |
Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
5 parts humour
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Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of caring and enjoy! |
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